Hello everyone, my name is Bee and I am a mother of 3 wonderful adult children and a gram gram to one exceptional hard working grandson. I also have an emotional support little guy named Amadeus. I am a domestic abuse survivor having been married for 40 years to my abuser. Socially, physically, verbally and sexually the abuse never ended. Anyone out there please listen it does not get better. When you get a chance to leave go as fast as you can. Your abuser will never change it only gets worse. After 2 failed attempts on my own with my young children, now adults they helped me leave. I now stay far away from him with my daughter. I had to leave the state. I’ve enjoyed 4 years of freedom and peace. On February 8th 2026 I went to the emergency room with back pain and I was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer. I now have a new journey, life with cancer. I started this go fund me to raise money for my treatment, scripts, travel and for Hope Lodge. Hope Lodge provides free housing for cancer patients who need treatment away from home. They also provide transportation, free laundry facilities, etc… You bring your own food to cook in the kitchen but there is an area where you can leave food for people you don’t have any. This year was suppose to be a special joyous year because my grandson graduates from elementary school and was accepted into a private high school. He’s a straight A student and avid basketball player. He should be happy and excited about his new chapter not remembering this year as the time my gram gram found out she was terminally sick. He deserves better than that. I would like to do something special for him so he will have a good memory. Also we need to move out of our rental as soon as possible because the roof leaked black stuff into my room ruining my bed set. We don’t know what the black stuff is so I now sleep in my daughters room and she sleeps in the basement. She was saving to buy a home but had to use her savings for my treatments and scripts. Everything is happening so fast it’s hard to focus. Anything anyone can donate will be greatly appreciated. Even if it’s prayers or uplifting words. I thank you in advance and Be Blessed. I also plan to donate a portion of what I receive to charity, to help others in need.