I need to get a vehicle so I can work, I need to register my business and get my LLC, I need to catch up on rent I have an eviction or get a new place, my lights are currently shut off and so is the gas. It is almost Christmas. More than anything if I had a car I could work and try to save me and my kids lives

Hello, my name is Amber Johns. I am a mother; I have 4 sons, an adopted daughter, and many more children I claim. I am a survivor of many types. I am currently on a healing journey.

I am facing all the things I have suppressed my entire life, finally feeling things for that little girl who was never heard and protected. It started helping me remember who I am because I felt like I had amnesia. Everything I felt, I was taught to be ashamed of. Each day I remember a little more. Not everything is pleasant, but it helps me remember what I overcame and what made me.

The most beautiful part, regardless of everything I've survived, is that I didn't let it turn me dark. Yes, I lost myself, forgot who I was, and was screaming for help while no one listened, but I overcame it and pulled myself out.

I did this while raising kids, protecting them, always showing up for my family, and protecting them. In the midst of this, I started a business and remembered the things I have dreamed of my entire life: making a difference and offering the world what I needed as I grew up and didn't have.

Yes, everything's collapsing, but you know what? I think it's not a collapse, more of a change in seasons.

I need to get a car, find a new place for me and my kids, and start investing in my business and growing my non-profit.

I am reaching out with a beginning goal of getting me and my family on track so we have the capabilities to do what I keep dreaming about.

I know I'm meant for more, and I have so much to offer the world. So I'm reaching out for people who want to take the chance and invest in me on my journey to help make change in this world.