A few days ago, the unthinkable happened:

My partner, the love of my life, passed away totally unexpectedly on December 12 at the age of 41. From one moment to the next, my world fell apart.

We had emigrated to Switzerland together just last year – full of hope, love, and plans for the future. It was our shared dream to build a new life here. Now I am suddenly alone, with a grief that is almost impossible to put into words, and the desire to continue living this dream for both of us.

This sudden loss has plunged me into a deep crisis. At the moment, I am unable to work. As a 100% self-employed sound healer and coach, this means that I currently have no income, while all my living expenses in Switzerland continue to mount up.

In addition, there are outstanding financial obligations, including final installment payments for training courses I completed this year, as well as normal living expenses such as rent, insurance, health insurance, and everyday expenses. At the same time, I urgently need professional support to help me cope with this difficult loss—and this help also comes at a cost.

This appeal for donations is intended to enable me to pause for a while, grieve, and regain some stability without being overwhelmed by additional existential worries. It is intended to create a financial buffer so that I can concentrate on the essentials: coping with my grief, my health, and gradually finding my way back to life.

Every contribution—whether large or small—is an enormous help and a sign of compassion and solidarity. Sharing this appeal also means a lot to me.

I am deeply grateful for any form of support during this most difficult time of my life.

You are helping me not to lose my footing completely in a time of deepest darkness.