While on missions trips this year, I received devastating fertility news. In that moment of profound pain, and sorrow, I thought that was the end.

I find myself at a critical juncture and my big ask is: Will you loan me funds? I can repay!

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With unimaginable grief taking over, I became mute for several days. I sat, laid, walked with God. In my ocean of tears, and silence, I didn't know how to carry onward.

But I had to. I was on my way to India- On assignment from the Lord to help a school for children with Autism and other disabilities.

God said, "Lindee, remember I told you- I can redeem the time the locusts have eaten." (Joel 2:25)

I said, "God, if this is my cup to bear, help me to carry it." I asked a group of people to please pray for me- but I didn't say the reason.

And, I left Croatia for India.

I began saying, God, I am going to believe for a miracle. If you have a way, show me, order my steps. I pray for my womb, for my future child. I dedicate my future child/children to you and the husband you will bring. We will form a unity for your Kingdom purposes. I believe nothing is impossible for you. (Luke 1:37)

These prayers and belief for a miracle began a very unexpected, incredibly challenging medical journey through India and Sri Lanka.

Along the way, I faced countless hurdles, challenges, and unimaginable navigation in foreign countries, pushing me to my limits. Yet, through it all, God continually opened doors and brought moments of profound hope and guidance. I said, "God, shut the doors if this is not from you. But, if I see an open door, I will do everything in my power to walk through it in faith."

Will you help me try once more for egg preservation?

I must begin in Colombo, Sri Lanka September 15.

Many Christians are against fertility alternatives. And, I also have reserved convictions about it. But, if God said he can use this to redeem the time, and perform his miracle, then who am I to say no? Again, I walk this out with the utmost faith.

There are so many more details, and I am happy to share more with you if you ask.

With all my love,

lindee

Here I begin to explain what happened

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