I am currently a single mother of 5. I currently have no job because I just had a newborn on March 8 who was in the NICU for almost a month.

I also have a child who has an IEP program at school, and with his behavioral issues at school, it's difficult to find a job to accommodate me having to leave almost every week because they want to send him home.

Their father has currently been taken from us and is no longer here to be our sole provider like he has been for the past 3 years.

I am able to find a job and am currently looking, but as of right now, I have no income to cover our bills until I do. I have a mortgage, and I have my boys in sports, which at all costs is why I would like to continue for them to keep their lives as normal as possible considering their dad kept them busy with sports and going outside to throw ball.

I am doing my best to not drown myself in my sadness, but the reality of losing our home and everything we have built all because I can't find childcare is really scary. This whole situation is scary, and the last thing I want is to ask for handouts. I just need help until I can find a job to cover my bills to keep my home for my 4 boys.