I am a 54-year-old male dialysis patient waiting for a kidney transplant and have discovered I have ED. It's taken me some time to be open enough to talk about this subject. I basically started shutting down and became sedentary in life because I felt my life was dwindling down, and the inevitable was just waiting to happen. My wife started to go to the gym and started to slim down. In my mind, I said to myself, "I'm paying for her to go to the gym, and unable to have sex with my wife, to meet her urges, some guy will end up with my wife." It made me upset to even think that. So I prayed and prayed what seemed like no hope in sight.

I tried researching how to fix ED while I wait for my transplant. I used to be really fit and let my body go when my wife got pregnant with our first son. I ate ice cream with her. But now I'm at the gym and walking a mile in one go for the first time in 5 years. Now up to 2 miles as I write this so that I can qualify for the kidney transplant operation (waiting).

I want to research 'treatments' and supplements and see what works, if any, to see if I can fix my ED.

I want to see if there is demand for men who are affected with ED age 50+, who are desperate to learn of ways to restore their function without surgeries. I will post on a website for all men to read, that tells the who, what, where, and how to help restore ED, if possible. Are we men doomed, or is there hope? This will be real analysis that isn't selling anything.

All men experience shrinking eventually. Is there a treatment that can restore me closer to when I was 20? I do not want to undergo surgery nor ruin myself further. There are so many false stories and claims of take this, try that, and stories of regret. I don't know who to trust for genuine help. I have already reached out to a men's clinic locally and am considering another medical clinic offering different approaches 1 hour away. When I saw one bill, my jaw hit the floor. Attached is a blurred out picture of the quote. Without donations, there is zero chance I could afford this treatment. I'm not just asking for money. I want to provide useful information back to men suffering like me. At the end of the day, I want to be able to fulfill my husband duties with my wife. I was hoping a transplant would help, but it looks far off at the moment. So I wanted to offer something in return if people are willing to donate.

Donations will go towards

It's challenging with just disability income now. God willing, I will have positive results I can share to help other men.

I have purchased myEDJourney website for men to see my progress when I can pay for treatments.

I have no clue what kind of response this will get. If by some miracle there is more than enough, I'd like to give back to help men like me, for treatments that have positive results. God Bless.