Grand Greetings my name is steven rowe I am 30 years of age i have been raised in the wrong environment my family have never been the support system ive needed growing up they abused me mentally physically sexually and more I am asking to finally be able to live alone with help and support I am now finally stepping out of my hometown for good to start my life getting a job here in dc only made my family and friends hate me for not giving them everything they ask of me and I had to leave my job in order to leave my state and start my life i currently only have $3.22 left after buying my train ticket i have never left DC and I am Afraid and alone i have mental and emotional disabilities that prohibit me from living a normal life even though I look normal to people my father raped me when I was 6 years old and my mother allowed it to happen when he had just got home from prison and she worships my dad like a god from the way i see their relationship I never truly mattered even when in my selfless ways of having stolkholm syndrome from my relationship with my mother and father and after discovering that about myself i still stayed and tried to help them with the knowledge I hold they just wouldn't allow them selves to change like i had to as they would teach me growing up they taught me all the right things and now the live the opposite of how they raised me however the abuse was constant mental physical and sexual abuse for 30 years they were off and on situations different things at different times emotional abuse they would buy my love as a child and it gave me stolkholm sysndrome someone please help me I just need to buy a uhaul and build all the things i need inside of it to be an RV that I will live in I had friends that moved away from me in DC many years ago they were able to work together to make 30k and bought a box truck and still to this day they live together inside it was to young at the time and I wasn't aloud to go with them they have a channel on youtube and they are so busy with their business together that we dont even talk anymore we grew out of each other only because I had to stay here and they are my true family Patrick , Garret ,charley , Richard and buck/ buck is a girl she dont tell her real name I miss my Buddies we still talk and I want to meet up with them with a truck of my own so i wont be homeless and alone forever and who knows as much as I need them they probably need me allot right now we were once a team in everything we had to do in life we can do it again this time as a family with me please help and thank you for reading about me please help i'm homeless in a hot desert searching for work currently FOR ANYONE WHO HELPS ME PLEASE NOTE THAT I HAVE BEEN HELPING MY SELF AS BEST AS I BELIEVE I CAN PLEASE HELP thank you I love YOU ! i will buy a uhaul and build a house in the back of it