The fall of star cross lovers

Our love story:

It was the summer of 2006, finally moving into Senior year and ready for a new adventure. When I meet a boy, a very sad and lonely boy. Even in the darkness of his childhood, Which he called the years of suck. My Asianistic Wonder had a untraditional family but a family a family built on love for each other. I was a girl, a very broken and scared girl. After my 11th grade year being mentally, physically, and sexually abused by a monster of a human being. Kevin and I stars aligned. We leaned on each other, although we were both overwhelmed by the nuance of young love. It was not always easy but we were ready for our journey too.

After graduation, we got our first place with friends but ultimately we had to return to my mother's home after her first attempted suicide. She was struggling with addiction and depression but that never improved. She left us homeless after losing the house.

Our complete independence began.

Our first apartment was all of 400sqft but it provided refuge us as well as family and friends. A bomb dropped for me when my mother fought and lost to triple negative breast cancer and addiction. I was her caregiver working 40+ hours a week, 4 college classes and he was my only support.

Shortly after losing her, Kevin landed a job in aviation. Where he developed his love for Aviation and Mechanics. For the next 10+ years he worked from lineman to lead mechanic for our next chapter of our life.

We grew closer together, giving each other strength and a since of calm.

When we had to go to trial vs. The monster of my past. He held me together as if I were sand and he was creating sand art. I struggled with self worth and in me he saw the world.

I struggled with fertility after years of endometriosis and pcos. But then came Jakob, our first miracle.

He passed away at 27 weeks from my blood clot disorder MTHFR on Sept. 6, 2013. The day before my birthday.

He will always be our oldest baby boy.

Our rainbow baby arrived Oct. 6, 2015. We had tried very hard the time between them. After her arrival, Maddilyn brung nothing but joy. Her love binded us and created OUR family.

The family we dreamed of, the one we wanted growing up.

12/23/2017 We welcomed our Lukas into the world. His nucial cord wrap took him from us nearly 5 mins but by the grace of God Almighty he survived. We went through years of therepy, doctor's apts, and medical devices.

We wanted to have a more kids, so we tried again

12/21/2021 We had our Kaspian.

Our healing baby. He healed us from all the trauma of the past and was the missing part to our happy family.

Before Easter 2022, we lost our untraditional father to a stroke. Uncle Terence loved his children and grand babies. He always included everyone he loved to family events, tubing trips, and of course karaoke at Seville.

Before we could even process his death in our heads (still haven't let's be honest) Kevin was diagnosed with Cholangiocarcinoma. He went through chemo, radiation, and 3 major surgeries to get rid of the cancer.

January 2024, the dragon (cholangiocarcinoma) was in sheep's clothing as a cyst. After PTHD drain and liver dysfunction; we are now back to square one but this time he is aware of his diagnosis is.

For us to be a family, we must move down south to be by the hospital so we can have a life again .

I don't have childcare and we 400miles from home with school approaching quickly.

I need help to save my family.

Please God save us.

I'm tired of being star crossed lovers.

I just want my family.

Please help if you can.