Stand by Missy During Her Recovery

Y'all know me. Missy McDonald. What you don't know is how much denial I am in about my health . I had to go to the ER this evening because my blood pressure was 200/126. They have no idea what caused it to sky rocket like this but I know. Stress . I am in such a bind with that store. I have been so sick this past year I have basically robbed Peter to pay Paul and I can't do this anymore. I know I'll be out from under this store in 6 weeks but I am so stressed about what I'm going to do over the next 6 weeks I am about at my wits end. I need to pay people and I can't right now. Next week I can't do any hair because I'm having a procedure . All I can do is ask for help so I can pay my bills and my vendors and be done with this mess. I'm looking at about 5 or 6 ( if I'm lucky ) surgeries on my left kidney and of course I keep a UTI , run a low grade fever , but I put on that happy face and work because I have to. If you can help just know it's getting me in a better place mentally and physically, if you can't or dont want to I totally understand. I have had a lot of people help me over the past year and I am so grateful. I really feel defeated right now and could definitely use prayers if nothing else. Thank you