Stand by Gabrielle in Her Time of Need

Hi everyone! My name is Gabrielle. I’m making this to ask for some help. I’m trying to catch up with the bills I’ve missed the last 4 months since losing my job.. I’ve been paying meds out of pocket and I’m on 10+ medications plus my 2 insulins…

Last summer, I was admitted in the hospital for pneumonia, heart attack and heart failure. To save you all from reading a novel, basically. A simple procedure had gone wrong. And what I was hoping to be a 3 hour procedure turned into 1.5 months stay in the hospital. I coded 3 times. I didn’t wake up till after 48 hours. And upon waking up, another issue came up that was only going to be fixed with another procedure..

Right now, my heart only functions at 47%, I didn’t pass my stress test therefore I’m not able to do cardiac rehab, I’m not able to do physical therapy from the severe pain from my legs, it’s hard to do anything for me right now.. There’s so much pain in my heart and legs that anything I do feels like dying.. Let’s not even mention my mental health..

Last year has been a series of ER visits, getting admitted in the psych unit, going on a leave of absence, and almost dying several times..

It’s been really hard, and I’m trying my best to be okay with where I’m at.. It’s hard, it’s really hard. More than anything, I’m tired. I’m exhausted.