Stage 4 cancer terminal

I'm not sure how to start this off so I'll just go this picture is from yesterday to mapp out my ack to hit the cancer in my spine. lol. my name is jason I've been a truck driver since 2007 I was diagnosed with stage 3 lung cancer in June 2023 and I've been fighting this battle all year. the plan was chemo once a week for 6 weeks and radiation 5 days a week for the 6 weeks and there was a 30 day break and was supposed to get new scans done to see how the cancer was Reacting to a chemo treat and radiation. But unfortunately something got Messed up and didn't have new scans almost until December when I had to go to the Er cause I had blood in my urine in December. the er dr. said I light up the the New York Christmas tree.i seen the oncologist next day and found out the cancer spread to both lungs and both kidneys and the pain of it all had me begging for death! it was so very bad! . got that under control somewhat and the oncologist said we are going to throw everything on the shelf at it but if it don't at least stop the spread you need to go on hospice. we did three rounds of chemo and immunotherapy and the cancer went into my lower spine. he said there's nothing left to treat it. I have to go on hospice. I applied to every Clinical trial that I could Google. and my cancer is so far advanced that there is no trials for my condition. so my fight with cancer is over.my trucking days are done. I can't even get a job at subway because I cough so much and plus my walking is a big issue.

I applied to disability and they told me I was A LOUSY TWO credits from getting full disability benefits. now I'm on SSI. they give me $914.00 a month with $67.00 in food stamps! that's it! I went to the food pantry three times and every single time the meat and bread cheese was all expired not by days but months ! one pack of chicken was frozen but the Expiration date was almost 2 months after the sell by date! I'm not taking a chance with that. so my house bills are $600 a month electric is average 210.00A month and car ins is 87.00 ..then gas TP house hold stuff finishes off the rest. I need help with final burial plans. I can get put in the ground, for 5k not Including the casket or embalming, or heads down just processing work. And paying the people to lower me into the ground. Well, I'm asking my friends. I'm calling on you guys to help me. As you can see, I can clearly not afford that by myself. I'm also really wanting to see my son and grandkids in florida.i live in Missouri. the cheapest I can make it is around another $5,000 I know it sounds like a lot and it really is in this economy until Biden is voted out. the oncologist said I won't see my next birthday Which is in January and I believe him my heath gets worse every day I can feel it! I see it in the mirror everyday. when I video call my son it's always DAD are you okay? you need to go to the er! he's scared we lost chrissy his mom my ex three years ago from a blood colt she gotten in her knee. he is 19 years old with two beautiful baby girls! I told him it was time to cut off the factory! lol. so I know you see all the big donations I've received so far and please it's a healthy start but not to the finishe line .I'm not asking for a huge amount like some people on here . also I never had to beg for money before it's embarrassing. I was diagnosed in June of 2023 and almost a year later I'm finally swallowing my pride and asking for help. I really hate doing this. please open your hearts .and help me. I wish I could afford to have some kind of hats made of something cool to send to you as a thank you or something. but all I have is my words. thank you for reading my story and even if you can't donate please share! I need help badly.