I am a 58 year old male who served my country and State for ten years  . I served the people and I would do it again. I tried to be active. I was a professional driver with a CDL BDrivers license. I traveled alot and enjoyed my work. As a school bus driver I had great kids. I traveled for the company I drove for for over ten years. Then on June 10th 2019 I fell ill with stage 4 colon cancer. It was not only in my colon but also my liver and now both my lungs. I have been battling this for over a year. The cancer is winning. I was just told that I am looking at  just 2 to 3 months left in my life. I want to do things and pay my bills. To make it clear of the reaction I got when told of the cancer is this. Try to stop a fully loaded tractor trailer doing 80 miles an hour and saying STOP ,it don't work. It hurt really bad. I don't work ,I lost my CDL and I went from be 305lb man to this day 235lb man. I don't know if I can do this . I keep trying,but it is hard when you have no money to do things. With covo19 It's even harder. I want to fish go riding on my motorcycle qith my beautiful girlfriend and raise money for kids battling cancer or anyone. I want my bills payed and I need money for my funeral. I am bagging for help. I just want my last days to be open . Thank you all and God Bless All! I know I don't look like am sick,but deep down I am. stage 4 cancer is a eye opener and it sucks. I deal with depression and always saying when. I am happy I've made it past my terminal diagnosis. All I do is sit and I have now strength at times. I am asking is spread the word of this Go fund me page,it does help.