Skydive for Matthew

Matthew would laugh at this now. His wife who is terrified of heights and afraid of flying ha. Im pushing myself out of my comfort zone here but its a perfect way to honour the memory of my adrenaline junkie husband. I know he would be so proud of me for doing this. To be honest its the only way i can see marking our wedding anniversary. We should be 9 years married the 29th of August. We should be off somewhere celebrating or at least just together. Pieta house offer life saving services and to be honest they kept Matt with us longer. If you have it please donate. Nobody knows whats going on in each others minds. The happiest of people like Matt can be the ones suffering. Together we can hopefully prevent this from happening to another family. I never want to see anyone i know experience what we are experiencing. Together we can raise enough funds to hopefully save somebody else's life. Its okay to not be okay but the world is not better off without you. The loss of Matthew has devestated so many and it has left me without my purpose. Matthew was my whole world, he was everything. I loved him more than anything. My focus now is normalising mental health. There is no shame in suffering but there are people who can help you. You are never alone. No more shying away from mental health. You are not alone. You are seen. I am with you. You are not alone.