Simon's Safety and Transition

My name is Simon. I am a young adult transman. My whole life, I've grown up in an abusive and toxic environment. My mother often withholds my medicine and denies my officially diagnosed disorders. From a young age, I've dealt with threats of suicide and abandonment from her, and years of manipulation and walking on eggshells. My dad has always been more aggressive, threatening my animals and me in gruesome ways, and always having a horribly short fuse.

On top of my home life, I live in a town where my life is constantly threatened for being trans and gay, and I am not allowed to freely transition, which is detrimental to my mental health and has driven me to the point of self-harm several times. I would like to move to a safer environment with people I feel safe around, and one I can grow and thrive in better than my current situation.