Shay needs Rehab

Hey y’all I need help

This is so hard for me to write or even ask. I have to be out of my apt by the 15th of this month. My bank account is negative for the first time in years. I have struggled to work thru out this whole pandemic, job to job. I got out of jail in February 2020 and after being promised my job back got totally ghosted. I have been trying my hardest to stay positive but these last couple of months my mental and physical health have been terrible. I have struggled with addiction/anxiety/depression and many other things my whole life but it is getting debilitating. 

I can’t afford to be alive anymore. I have been spending months on end in my bed with body shayking anxiety and tears. Panic attacks on the daily and I’m exhausted. I have pushed many people away and have so much guilt and shame. It’s hard for me to feel this low because I truly am grateful to be on this planet and proud of what I have accomplished and absolutely adore my family and friends who have been so patient and loving while I have been self destructing for years. It’s always been difficult for me to ask for help but I’m desperate and can’t go on this way.

I want to invite y’all to come over and take my shit. I have a lot of it, mostly ninja turtle collectibles and a whole lot of fun stuff/music/instruments/jeez you name it really. If you would like to pay for it always appreciated but I mostly just want the homies who will treasure these items and have them before the dump. If your in a band and want to play or have any suggestions on fun shit I would like to make a party out of it. 

I need to start over and leave this shit hole that has become so toxic. Switch up my energy and get my life back. I’m not trying to scare anyone just being honest about how hopeless I have become surrounded by these walls. 

I’m asking for $ because l need to go to rehab and get my head on straight. I refuse to let this go on any longer. It’s going to take me out if I do not get healthy and make a change. 

I understand everyone is struggling right now and if you just wanna come over and get some free shit you are more than welcome to

Stay where I am? ($4,000)

Detox (ER or $2,000)

Rehab center($8,000)

30 days with no insurance 

Storage unit ($150)

Stay in Austin (?)

New crib ($2,000+)

Roomies?

Possible plane ticket to Boston (?)

My love for you (priceless)

If you read this far, thank you for caring. 

2317 s pleasant valley road apt 221 

Austin, TX 78741

(781) [phone redacted]