Save Zac's Home and Custody

I really Don't Even Know how to start this except to say; its An Emergency, so I have to give up my dignity and self-respect. Let me tell you the whole big picture;

6 years ago I brought my 2 year old son from Washington state because his mom abandoned him and his five other siblings for methamphetamine. Believe me when I say that It has caused him a lot of mental issues that he struggles with every day.

He Believes that its his fault that his mother left him. Upon returning to Maine, we moved into my slowly dying mother's home to help her in her time of need. It took almost three years for him to trust her enough to know that she was not going to leave him too and that he was finally in a safe place where everyone around really did love and want him, and then it happened. She succumbed to her illness and left us. We were then told that we would have to move because the primary owner needed to sell the home. I put in for a loan to buy the house but was denied because I didn't have enough bill credit history in the state of Maine because I was paying bills under my mom's accounts. So we had to find a new rental, which was not easy but by some miracle (or so I thought), I finally found one at the Old Navy base housing apartments 715 sq feet of home for $2105 a month, but I had to take it or be homeless. That was not even an option if I wanted to keep my son. I was told that I needed to go through this New York agecy to secure the home. They told me That I would need My first month rent and a non-refundable security deposit. So I gave every penny I had to my name and signed the lease and moved in leaving pretty much all our belongings behind. Little did I know, the security deposit that I paid them would need to be paid every year under their laws because it was not an actual "security deposit" but a "bond". After being here for a year, it is time to renew my lease, so I went to sign my lease before the dead line of December and I'm told they need this months rent and my new security deposit of $4210 total. Now the messed up part; My son Zac, having some PTSD issues has gotten himself kicked out of his morning daycare.

He then has a really bad day at school and they sent him to the emergency room for observation. So now comes DHHS questioning everything.

So here We are With Half The months rent and no new security deposit before the end of the month and orders that if I go back to work without securing childcare, DHHS will be in contact with theit lawyers and will have him taken from our home and me the only person that he has left. The only one that has always believed in him and promised not to leave. So here we are with this request that If You are able PLEASE donate to my fund for $3108 so we can keep our home and not give the state of Maine more reason to take him from me. I know This is a hard Time for Everyone ,But if you can Please Donate And If you can't PLEASE at least Send prayers for Zac and I to make it through this.