Save Ecto 1

I have no words to express how sad I am. 

This is going to be pretty hard for me to do but ill try. 

I've been going through a lot lately. Life has been pretty bad for me to be brutally honest, I've spent the last few days debating whether or not it was worth it to keep going. 

Today I decided to drive to Omaha to get away and clear my head.  That's when ecto 1 started to overheat. 

I thought I had it cooled down enough,  but still caught an old faithful of boiling antifreeze in the face,  to which I now have a nice burn. 

Ecto 1 likely blew a head gasket.  

I cannot afford to fix her right now,  I had to borrow money for the tow home and owe a friend also for oil and antifreeze. 

I'm just so lost right now and not feeling good about anything at all.  I hate to give all of you the news that ecto will be immobile for a long time.  I'm heartbroken and crying over it. It's stupid,  but it's my baby, and my way to connect to people when I'm typically a social outcast.  Plus it makes so many people happy and driving it around is sometimes the only way I don't feel invisible to people. 

I'm trying to maybe think of fundraiser ideas.  I want be able to do something for people,  because that's what I do.  The Ghostbusters are heroes for what they do and I try my best to bring that into real life for people. 

I don't know what to do fundraiser wise,  ill have to think,  but it anybody would like to help start something, or have any ideas id appreciate it.

You can also venmo me at @AndrewOMT 

In the meantime,  please share something nice below here,  whether it's pictures of ecto or what not.  Anything nice. I could use the cheering up.