Sara through mental health

You all know me but you won’t anymore. I’m not the same person I used to be as a result of many things happening all at once. I first started feeling depressed 8 years ago.’ I asked my dad for help. Not financially, just support. He wanted proof. I have him a letter

from my doctor and he still walked away. My husband said he would help but he beat me up and the police wouldn’t let him back in. A

good friend put him up so I had to walk away from that friendship for a while until the dust settled but she is now going out of her way to get me in trouble for something I didn’t do

do and this will be proven in two weeks.

my boys haven’t seen or spoken to me for almost a year. I bought them both a Merlin yearly pass for Xmas and didn’t even fet

am acknowledgement or thank you despite me telling them

That I love them every day. I went from seeing Josh every day for 18 years to nothing when he went to uni.

I lost my whole world in a day. Lost a house I bought. Add a few other things in there too one of which was a cancer scare. I went for my op and they said who do we tell if something happens to you and I said no one. The love and support I have given to friends and family in the past was vas given freely. Kindness costs nothing but they weren’t able to give it back. I know there are many people struggling too. I have had a call from someone special tonight who has helped me. This person lost both his parents his sister and his grandad at such a young age and he has given me a bit of love and inspiration and I will take his I’m suggestions on board.

the divorce isn’t through yet and it’s really dragging its heels. Sam broke his agreement with me on finances and despite moving in with a millionaire he won’t give me a fair deal on the divorce.

I can get through this and some days I feel I can’t. I am struggling financially which doesn’t help and I’m wondering if any of you can empathise or understand how I feel if you could donate a bit to see me through the next months with cost of living and bills. I also understand if you can’t help but this is my last chance at life .

mental health is so real it’s horrific.

even if ifs 50p it will help . I just need these next four weeks to get where I need to be and I need a bit of money to enable me do this.

I never thought this would happen to me but it has. It’s devastating. My boys, my world don’t speak to me or want to help me and I know that I did everything possible for them, I devoted my life to them

I’m not in a good place.