Hi, my name is Sebastian. I’m 32 years old and I live in Sweden.

For most of my life, I felt out of place in the world without understanding why. I struggled socially, mentally, and emotionally, always feeling like I was lagging behind everyone else. At 28, I was finally diagnosed with autism and ADD. It gave me answers, but it didn’t magically make life easier.

Some days, just getting out of bed feels like climbing a mountain. Depression and anxiety are constant companions, and isolation creeps in fast. In all of this, gaming has been my anchor.

Gaming isn’t just entertainment for me. It’s how I connect with people, feel progress, and quiet the noise in my head. It’s where I feel capable, included, and alive.

Due to financial hardship, I no longer have a PC. I made the difficult decision to sell my old one just to afford a working TV. Today, that TV is all I have. No console. No PC. Just long, quiet days that blur together.

I’m asking for help to rebuild that bridge back to connection.

The goal of this fundraiser is to afford a reliable gaming PC setup that will allow me to:

reconnect socially through online communities

regain a sense of purpose and routine

escape isolation and improve my mental wellbeing

Right now my days feel very isolated and empty, and I miss having that connection gaming gave me.

I’m currently on sick leave because of my mental health, and I live on a very limited income while dealing with old financial mistakes and debt from earlier periods in my life.

Because of that, affording something like a gaming setup on my own realistically feels impossible.

If you’re unable to donate, sharing this means just as much. Thank you for taking the time to read my story.