Help me lay my dad to rest

Hi my name is Naliyah Barkley, im 18 yrs old and Joseph Barkley was my father. I’m so lost on how to feel, I don’t even know what to write , I loved my dad !! My dad was loved by many by family and friends . I received some real sad news yesterday that he passed on 8/23/2021. I’m so very sad and heartbroken I feel a part of me has been taken away! July of 2020 is the year my grandpa ,his father passed away and devastated that I couldn’t see him and that was due to restrictions with covid and a part of my heart was taken then too!! My grandmother his mom passed also in 2015 . My dad wasn’t the greatest but I loved him with all his flaws and i wish I could’ve seen him prior to this tragedy happen but unfortunately I didn’t!! Dad I want you to know I forgive you!! And love you !! Im only 18 and have to lay him to rest and I need to raise money to do that !!! I just graduated from high school and I know he would be so proud of me .. One thing I can say is I know my dad loved me the best way he knew how too!! I never thought I’d have to bury my dad so young and way too early . I didn’t think this day would come this soon.. It never crossed my mind .. and I’m asking for any help!!! Anything!!! I’m his only child!! My dad I know I’m my heart felt alone and very lost , he wasn’t though he had God and me !! Please help me lay him to rest.. Dad I love you so much!! And I will miss you!!! Your not suffering anymore!!! Love you, Naliyah rest in heaven!!! Please anything helps!!!