Hi I have lost faith in myself and in god. I'm once again behind on rent and electricity. I've been a hard worker my whole life. I'm 45 years old and since March 2025 I have been physically and mentally unable to work.

I had surgery on my left rotator cuff and bicep on October 17 2025. Once physical therapy is completed I'll have surgery on right rotator cuff. Then on my right hand for corporal tunnel syndrome. Finally on both of my knees after that.

1. My dog Westley is 12 years old and on seizure medication that I cant afford, and his arthritis is getting worse.

2. I have a torn rotator cuff, osteoarthritis, no cartilage and bone spurs in both of my knees.

3. I have degenerative bone loss in my lower back.

4. I also have arthritis in both of my hands. More severely in my right hand however.

5. I have severe anxiety leaving the house or talking on the phone. I haven't left my house in 4 months.

All funds will be used to get my bills caught up and maybe getting a vehicle to get to doctors visits.