In the wake of suddenly losing my dad earlier this year, I’ve faced an incredibly difficult journey of emotional, physical, and mental hardship. The grief, along with other unexpected life turns, has been overwhelming, and I’ve found it nearly impossible to engage in a painless daily life.

This loss, amongst others, has taken a toll on my mind and body, and without access to traditional forms of financial assistance like housing benefits, I’m reaching out to my community in the hope of support and aid so that I can do what I need to do to get the care I really need and move forward.

This grief has practically impacted my ability to sustain myself, and I am currently living with low energy, depression, PTSD, chronic pain and more. What has helped in the past is therapy, healing practices, and physical support. These are the things I am seeking help to pay for.

For transparency, here is a detailed list of the things for which I will use any funds raised:

• Practical day to day living, such as rent, groceries, and bills when I can't work
• Trauma-informed therapy not currently accessible on the NHS, including somatic trauma therapy
• Healthcare & pain management, including physical therapy and medical care for chronic pain, and massage therapy
• Travel & equipment to visit family and friends for support and to be able to continue regular work as a photographer

Also for transparency, the main goal I set for this is 10k for the year. Gofundme has an option to set a smaller more achievable target of 5k, which increases gradually as I get closer to it.

I’m grateful for every contribution, no matter how small, to help me access the resources and support I need to rebuild and heal.

Thank you for your kindness. Thank you for trusting me. I can't put into words what this means.

With care,

Sai