Never give up

The neurosurgery team at OHSU meets on the 23rd to discuss removing my glioma and I should have my next surgery date soon. I'm a fighter and I've done a lot on my own without asking for help. But that also is a downfall of mine. My other half is working overtime and selling all we can sell including his car to pay off our debt. When your disabled so much changes in your life but acceptance is key to moving on. I never believed in God but I have now turned to our higher power praying every day and being grateful for every day I wake up. My dad John Payne is my only parent. I love my mother Brenda Grace Reeves but she did this to me as a child. I forgive her but I can't forget I will fight this till the end. If you have a brain tumor or suffer from seizure disorder I'm sure you understand how every day feels like your hanging on barely. My kidneys aren't cooperating either and I pray they hang in there for me till my glioma us removed. My kidney problems are a side effect of topiramate a medicine I take for my seizures I've been on since I was 20 and in now 44 and it's taken it's toll on my body. I'm doing this fundraiser to pay off debt. I was going to try to go somewhere after recovery but my debt is rising and I will be in intensive care after surgery. Some things need to be done to our house to make it easier for me to get around afterwards. Bless you all....Don't give up