Hi my lovely twitter friends, this is a post I never wanted to write but feel like the time may be right.

I’ve been feeling really awful for about a week now, I’ve not eaten much for a week and not eaten anything for 2 days, I have no energy, and tbh I’m feeling pretty awful. The cannabis seems to be really helping me sleep but I can’t say it’s doing anything else atm, although I’ve still got a very small glimmer of hope that it could be doing something! The house is awful at the minute, obviously jo and I have been pinning all our hopes on the cannabis since my treatment was stopped, one thing I am feeling at the moment is anger, I’m not an angry person but I feel like I’ve just been left to die by my hospital. The cannabis really was my last chance saloon! 

I wanted to post this on twitter just to really thank you all for your support, both financial and morraly, I am going to leave the gofundme running for now, i have bought the cannabis and any money left will be just left in the account for Jo for once I’m gone. 

once again, thanks so much for your amazing support, there’s been times these last couple of weeks when your support and love is the only thing that’s kept me going. 

please share this tweet as I’m going to delete my social media accounts soon and would love to know that everyone who has been so amazing has seen it and knows what’s happening.

Thanks again, and keep loving life and being a good person, believe me these are the things that matter. I hope you life is beautiful and it’s as long as you want it to be, make sure you live it.

thanks so much. Rob xx