Medical Bill's and Moving

Hi..my name is Deborah and my little dog is Angel.

This is taking alot of courage, alot of humility and a lot of tears to write this.

Asking for help is something I've never wanted to do, but at 65 years old, alone in this big city, and with no family, I need to reach out to hopefully find some kindness in my community.

In 2016, I lost my beloved partner and along with that, everything I had. Faced with insurmountable Bill's, I have been struggling ever since trying to get by. I have no bad habits, dont drink, smoke or do any kind of drugs. No matter how I try to stay independent and hold onto my self esteem, it seems life is just creating much more pain and sorrow to the point that I dont know what to do.

Last year I fell down a set of stairs where I lived due to no handrail to hold..in the winter. I broke my arm, dealt with abuse from my landlord, lost 8 weeks of work and barely able to get by with no help. My landlord harrassed me to the point of forcing me to move..I mostly moved myself..3 days later ruptured my bladder, more loss of funds and unable to work for another 3 weeks. This past two weeks have now broken me emotionally, spiritually and in most every way possible as I now have pneumonia, IBS and no way to pay my rent or Bill's. I've reached out socially to only find frustration and a dead end.

I need some help to try and get my life back on track and so with reluctance am reaching out to perhaps receive some kindness from the community.

I'm the kind of person who would help anyone with anything they need if I had the means...I love life...just need some help please

To those of you who find it in your heart...I thank you from the bottom of mine ❤