I desparately meed help for the first time in my life I have led a healthy lifestyle but  a stresses one as well 2 weeks ago I had 4 mini strokes and 1 week later went back to work for 1 day and had sevral more that evening putting me in the hospital again and it was my 54th birthday! I was unable to get short term disability because i was not told if i did not sign up for it the first year on the job, i could not get it again and because i took a pay cut i did not. My doctor put me off work because they are trying to find out why my Blood Pressure  is out of control, till January 15th so i do not qualify for long term disability. Therefore I have NO pay coming in for 2 months and have lived pay check to pay check for years and no savings. I need help with making my mortgage and car payment and electric bills due to winter months and i have heat pump furnace which blows cold air when its below 45  so I have to run space heater which drives my bill way up. I have never asked for any help or hand outs in my lifetime, Im a hard worker and do not want to die so young!  the stress of all these bills are making my anxiety level higher. Please help in any way you can .
My Grandma always said if you do somthing good for someone it will come back to you doubled!