2026 might go down as the worst year for me ever.

Many of you know my channel as a place to watch movie reactions, and if you are familiar with the channel, you know that Milo is a huge reason why people chose to keep watching because of Milo's crazy little antics.

From running in during movies and scaring the hell out of me to being a re occurring background character and introducing Oreo to the mix and learning to become the best big brother ever for the little time he had with her.

Yesterday morning, I woke up to find Milo lifeless on the floor. He has been an integral part of my life and mental health, and seeing him passed away has left me completely wrecked with no clue how to navigate life without him by my side. My wife and I got him before we had even thought about having children, and he was such an intertwined part of our family. Knowing he was only 6, and wont be growing up alongside my daughter Matilda, breaks my heart

I've kept quiet about my struggles this year but I handled all of his costs earlier this year when he required vet visits for seizures and that left me struggling to begin. I also have had to spend a ridiculous amount of $$$ fixing up a car that was sold to me with a dodgy transmission. On top of that, I have close family who have been diagnosed with cancer and other issues as well as my own issues with Marfan Syndrome.

All of this has happened this year, and I have stayed quiet about it and tried to handle it all myself.

With my boy gone now on top of that, I can't do this alone anymore.

The plan is to cover the cremation costs, a necklace/ring, a custom made Milo teddy for my daughter who missed him greatly and a tattoo in memory of Milo and how important he was to not only me, but this community. I would also like to make Oreo feel loved so I will buy her lots of treats and toys if we can beat the goal.

Given the year and how it's gone down, I am hoping to meet the goal to also use some of it for therapy. I really need it.

I still have pre filmed videos filmed that I haven't edited where he appears in them and I know they are going to suck to make.

Any amount at all helps relieve some of the burden and will allow me to cover some of the costs without going into debt again. You are not obligated to donate, simply watching a couple of videos is another way of helping but I was asked to make this because some of the community wanted to help out.

I love and appreciate you all, and thank you so much for loving my boy as much as I did.

I really hope he knew how many people truly enjoy his appearances.

Thank you

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