Nancy Stewart Grabowski is my mother, my everything, sadly she was battling cancer and it spread and it spread quickly, none of us (her family) nor her friends was prepared for this, it happened way to quickly, watching my mother in so much pain and misery but wanting to make sure everyone was okay, especially her grandchildren and myself was always her biggest worry, those that know us, know that we was a team, it was always my mom, myself and my kids against the world. My mother started living with me when my step father passed away in 2009. We haven't been apart  until now. She was my everything and I was hers.  This is so hard for me to even type up. Is there any proper words when you lose your mother, your best friend, your biggest supporter? My mother was mommy and daddy to me.. she taught me how to be the woman that I am today, the mother that I am and the friend that I am.  If my mother loved you, you knew it. She would light up a room and make anyone feel special. When she loved you, she loved you hard, the world will not be the same without you in it mommy. I refuse to say good bye to you but I will see you later. I don't want to let you go, I'm not ready for it, I will never lose the love that I have for you, I will always remember you, I promise to give you a beautiful home going. I promise to try to make you proud of me.. and I promise to be the mom to Devin, Breyonna, Christian that you was to me.. I love you so very much mommy and I will miss you more than you will ever know.  You will always be our missing piece but I know that you will look over us. and this is just see you later. Tell everyone I love them