Reduce the babies on my chest

Hello, my name is Lise and I am a maternity, career nanny who also happens to have severe endometriosis. Since my Supra cervical hysterectomy 4 years ago, my hormones and weight have been out of control. I’ve gone from being very comfortable with my shape and body to carrying the most uncomfortable and incredibly heavy breasts. Working 50hr weeks and back pain are already hard with small infants. The weight of 2 more on my chest is definitely unwanted.

I’ve tried to ask doctors to let me have a reduction on insurance, and the response is always no. “Just lose weight” I get told. Well, after enough years of pain, I’ve decided to save and operate privately. I’d like to go from a 105 H to a something C and save +7k for the wintertime. 7000€ for the operation and anesthesia plus 6 weeks recovery time where I won’t be able to lift a single child or pay my rent. I haven’t really thought this through. I just know that if I want to live a happy and manageable life, I need to have this done. Debilitating body pains control so many aspects of your life. From having the confidence to date, exercise in a gym, take long walks to getting a good nights rest or standing up at a gig. All things I took for granted when I was healthy.

I have many close friends and loyal clients. All who have supported me with unwavering kindness. I hope with any spare money, I can reach my goal as fast as possible and begin to repay people by participating in life.

If not that, then at least wish me the very best and courage to go under the knife again.

Thanks in advance.

Your optimistic Lis x