REDEEM MOTHERHOOD, after my 2-year-olds death.

I’ve spent my ENTIRE adult life either needing to heal or actively trying to heal.

Most days I’m OK. Some days I am not as these motherhood blues have been tough.

Hey, I am Tina Marie and I am fundraising for a BABY!

Well, technically for advanced holistic testing and procedures that will cost between $9K - $15K.

My bank said, "You CAN'T afford it."

My mind said, "Create a goFundme and allow people to help you!”

My ego said “HELL NAW! That's embarrassing!"

My heart said, "DO IT anyways." SO... Here I am!

AND… The Bible says "You Reap what you sow." I've sown a lot and now I need a little help here.

Here's the short story... Over 20 years ago as a single young woman, my 2-year-old son was hit and killed by a car.

After his death, I was intentional in waiting until I got married to have another baby.

Thirteen years later I got married at the age of 31 years old!

For the last 11 of our 13 years of marriage, we've been unsuccessfully trying to conceive. Btw... yes we've sought out medical practices and racked up thousands of dollars in costs to prove it (all paid in full).

Last year after quitting my job, I focused on writing a book, working on my emotional healing and sanity, and helping my family in my dad's recovery after major surgery, well... I spent 99.9% of my saving during that time.

Now, I'm in my forties trying to give my fertility another run but this time with a holistic hormone doctor whose services are between $9K-$15K [YIKES!]. After exhausting my saving, I can't afford that right now. I am back working, but I can't afford that and time is of the essence.

Being a wife and a mom is everything that I've ever dreamed about. Now it is final quarter for me. I have put down ALL my pride in creating this goFundme (and my husband is probably going to kill me for doing so). But, please help me to achieve this by donating to the BABY FULLER CAUSE!