Support My Journey to Mental Wellness

Asking for help is never easy, there’s an immediate protection one feels to not admit the truth of a situation. But I have to be transparent & honest about my life situation & ask for help.

As so many who have followed my life know, I have struggled with mental instability for the majority of my adult life. There have been times when I have been stable, as I have for the past 8 years, but there have been times of deep unwellness. In addition to my mental state, I entered into what can only be described as a toxic relationship and the more the relationship deteriorated, the more my mental health followed suit. I became convinced I was a burden, unloveable & my suicidal ideation increasingly grew. I became deeply unwell & isolated myself in deep shame.

I am trying to get help now.

I am dedicated to treating my mental illnesses & beginning the road to a more stable environment around me. I am being supported by my family emotionally but there is only so much one person can do while I am so thankful for their support, I am left in a broken place needing to ask for help. I cannot do this alone, & I would love & appreciate any & all support that is given.