Several years ago I bought a small 1 acre property with big dreams. Those dreams included chemical free, pure, nutrient rich foods that heal the mind and body. Taking a leap I applied to be a vendor at a Farmers market not knowing anything other than how to grow some vegetables. The first season was very rewarding. Not only did I have the privilege of connecting with a community that I love, I learned so many new things. I have spent the last several years trying to bring life into a once empty field. I planted apple trees, peach trees, grape vines, blackberries, raspberries, blueberries, and every herb that I could think of. That little one acre became rich with life on the outside. Inside not so much. I am hesitant to say much so I will stick to facts. November 1st, 2025, I took the brave step (with the help of friends) and found safety at a domestic violence shelter. I left behind my farm and accepted that the dream had to be put on hold. My dreams were keeping me chained in a abusive relationship. I have found peace and healing. Despite all my efforts I was unable to find permanent housing. I decided to fight for my dreams and put it in the hands of the courts. Through legal means my heart's desire was granted. My son and I am now able to return to the farm. I currently face another obstacle and that is money. I discovered that the mortgage payment was not made for February and I was already concerned about March. I know many of you care about my dream just as much as I do as evident in your returning business at the farmers market and the kind words that are spoken to me often. I am reaching out to my community for the support I need to help me rebuild financially from all that has taken place. I also have a much larger future vision that includes helping victims of domestic violence through mental health support. The farm is to be incorporated into that healing. I am still working out the details. All I know right now is that gardening is therapeutic and sometimes crying while having your hand in dirt is the most soothing relief of all.