Earlier this year, I lost my mother, who I lived with for 30 years, and it affected me deeply. I lost my job, where I had just become a manager at O'Reilly's, for being late. Their reason was my tardiness, but really it was due to me making more than any other person in the same position. I've been trying to get my life back together, but every step I take forward, I get knocked down. I get sad and mad because I start thinking to myself that all this bad happening to me stems from my mom's death. I am a hard worker loyal and if I do it ,I do it because I love it or the people who I help.