My beloved friends.. I'm writing this and don't know if I will be alive or not after few seconds.. My name now is the "refugee Ahmad" I'm from North Gaza , my family and I migrated to the middle area looking for safety away from the danger , but the danger is everywhere and the conditions are getting worse more and more I think everybody knows what we live this moment since 7 October , till now we are miraculously still alive but with no life , we lost everything we have , I lost my home , friends, dreams , and if i gave up here i will also lose me future. Now we are in the worst type of starvation, we have nothing to buy to eat and the available things here are so expensive and no one can afford it And unfortunately we lost our savings because our home destroyed and the little cash also finished because of the unbearable salary. I remember these days with a big amount of tears.. I finished my high school this year and I got the highest marks with honors then I decided to be a software engineer and I was looking up to be a bright name on Google company! But now I changed it and followed my childhood dream to be a doctor like my adult sisters, I have 3 sisters all of them are studying medicine The first sister finished the GP certification and she will complete the board , and the second must be graduated if there was education this year And the last one is on the third level. Look how many dreams related to our study and future, but Gaza now aren't available for dreams or anything. 

These to pictures after the graduation from high school


The way how we struggle to get the food In the real life the way be



My beloved room :(



This is my beloved house, now it's unstable and possible to collapse at any moment, my life was there,all of my memories, even they were good memories or not , but I miss them so much. The person who loses his home that means he lost his life and lost everything. It really hurts to say that I think it's my responsibility to fix our house and get our life back, but the cost is over our afford, and we can't do this alone. And I think you need to know that all my neighbours are like us or more destroyed. I see it as my responsibility to help my family to get our life back and help myself and my sisters to complete our study, and help my father to be treated from his injury ! So I'm asking for your donation for a gleam of hope to evacuate from the genocide then to complete our studying journey to become the family of doctors not the refugees.. And to rebuild our beloved house. Your help will make big difference and it means a lot for us.

I'm Mahmoud Bader, residing in France, initiating a campaign to support my dear cousin Ahmed who is currently facing the challenges of conflict in Gaza.