I guess I beat myself up a little too much over the years.

Ride hard, live fast has been my motto my whole life.

Doing weelies and spraying nitrous on my Harley was my way of life for a long time and I always pushed the envelope. My love for riding has been 43 years strong. But now has come to an end which is heart wrenching. I currently have someone taking care of my dog because I can’t till I get better. 

Man I miss my little guy.

I recently found out my spine is damaged beyond repair along with double pneumonia that has been in my lungs for a couple of years and they are having trouble getting it out of my lungs because it has been there for a while.

I live a pretty simple life with my little Chihuahua named Pedro in my little mobile home in Arizona. Pedro is my support during these rough times.

I have a long list of pain and injuries. Doctor appointments on top of doctor appointments. I may not be able to work again is what they’re telling me.

The pain is so bad that I cannot even control my urine anymore. I stumble around very confused because the pain is so bad. Sometimes I’m unable to even work my phone because I’m so confused. I am seeking treatment but currently I have no income. I have been in and out of the hospital for the last 30 days and I am currently in the hospital.

I am not ready to give up but the pain I am in from my damaged spine is insane and confusing.

I have no family here in AZ so I have very limited access to stuff and appointments.

The hardest part of all this is the constant confusion and inability to think straight. I could really use a little help financially so I am reaching out to the most loving bad asses I know.

The largest biker gang and community in the world. The HOG community. I sold Harley’s for Scorpion Harley for the last 2 years and it was fun but is possibly coming to an end if I can’t get the pain stopped.

So if you can find a little love in your beautiful heart to help a brother out it would mean the world to Pedro and I.

I love you all and thank you very much.