Help me move home please

My name is Nicola and after leaving an 18 year relationship 3 years ago with 2 teenagers I have been trying everything I can to rebuild mine and my kids life when I was finally getting somewhere my dad become very sick with cancer and then Dec last year my brother died suddenly at 30 years old and my world got turned upside down even more! I'm trying to move home in 3 weeks so i can be close to my mum and dad as after my car blew up a few months ago have been stuck in my village and getting so depressed and isolated. I literally have nothing and no help need a van and people to help so anything would be great im not someone who asks for things and have been determined to get myself back on my feet but I'm desperate