On September 2nd my world stopped spinning.  Life As We Knew It would forever be  changed for the worse for my children and I . I got a call saying my son had died and the paramedics were trying to bring him back and to meet them at the hospital. I got there and they were still working on him preparing to Lifeline him to another hospital. There are people responsible for him being ill but that will come later as I don't want to hurt any investigation.  My son is innocent and didn't deserve this!  We have been here at the hospital for the last month not wanting to leave his side because we didnt know what's to come and we still dont.   In the beginning the doctors and chaplains called meetings to tell us there was no hope but thats my baby and i begged them to please imagine him as their kid and to please not give up. They said he was brain dead but over time they saw brain activity but because of severe seizures hes got massive swelling/severe brain damage and that in itself is causing other problems.  He is now opening his eyes but not able to communicate or respond in any way.  I have faith in the Lord and in my baby,i will NOT give up and will NOT live without my babies!  We have had unexpected expenses and expenses that are RENT,Bills,ETC. I hate asking for money or help and we never do but being here for the last month we have fallen behind on everything.  As a mom I can't leave my son's side and I wont. Not knowing if anything could happen while I'm gone I can't live with the thought so besides running home to take a quick shower and eating gas station food I cannot take care of things I need to take care of. If it were just me Id live in my car just to be near my son but I have two other children to take care of.   Besides all of that Bailey is going to need long-term care and he has State Insurance but I don't know what that will cover, how long he's covered and what we will need but I want to make sure he is taken care of first and foremost. I'm sorry to ask for help but as a mom my heart and soul has been destroyed and I just want to be able to take care of everything and not have to stress about other things at the moment and i want my other children to have as much normalcy as they can considering  even though they are taking it  just as hard as I am.   If you can't help please at least pray for us! We are so very grateful and I promise to pay it forward when we we're out of this situation.