I never thought I would be sitting here humbling myself to create a GoFundMe account crying for the help of Good Samaritans and my community but here I am. I have been struggling and I do not know what else to do. I have been on the phone with 211 directly trying to get help as a single mom in the middle of her woes. I have exhausted all of my private resources with asking for help and mainly have just felt hurt, abandoned, and betrayed. My truck is going to get repoed soon and slowly everything will get shut off at my home if I do not speak up. I need help. It takes a village. My children and I have been battling what I believe is neurovirus for the past month and all have long lingering effects. Kalen mainly and he got an antibiotic. I have not been able to be at work during this time between all 3 of us or 2 or 1 of us having medical issues. On top of that we are in the middle of a scary case that I am not at liberty to discuss publically that has effected our family emotionally, physically, and changed our lives forever. I got a letter in the mail today stating my wages will start being garnished for an overdue credit card I have had no way of getting ahead on also. Earthly life is beating me up and I refuse to be the mom that is too prideful to attempt to reach out to the TriState to help me. I have looked into going back to school as well as grants available to women entrepreneurs. I cannot even muster up the energy to apply for all this when I have dark financial pits of storms hanging over my head. I have made budget cuts and gotten rid of anything extra I possibly can. I have taught myself homemaking skills to survive during this time. I pray that my peers will not look at me differently after reading this. I do not enjoy sharing my private life publicly to the internet but I had no other choice. If you feel it in your heart to assist me in any monetary form you would really be contributing to assisting me into better mental health, daily mindset, and a way out of this rather than feeling like Shadow stuck in the mud with no way out. We need your help. I put a picture of my dog because I felt weird if I put myself and try not to share images of my children online. We also have a lot more going on than what I was able to truly share here and if it would make you feel more comfortable please private message me. Pray for us and send us good vibes.