My son was murdered a year ago on October 24, 2024. I found him dead in his bed at 7:05 AM before I started getting my own head bashed in with a metal bat by my other son, Issac Lawrence, 16 years old.

I just need help from anyone to be able to spread my son's ashes. My car is having difficulties right now, so I need help with fixing it so I can make it from Grand Junction to Durango.

I am also trying to work, but the two reconstructive surgeries that I've had have made it hard to keep a job. Mentally, I'm still grieving, and sometimes out of nowhere, I have anxiety attacks and start crying. If anyone could help me so I can do this for me and my son, I would greatly appreciate it.

I also want everyone to know this is still under trial and hasn't been accepted by a judge or jury yet; it's due in January.