To all my beloved friends and family who have helped me through this difficult time, I am asking for help as I get through these final days and on to making arrangements I never thought would be needed so soon. Losing my partner, my love of 32 years is more than I can bare. The financial side of things is very scary and I'm asking for any help you can offer. I'm writing this through his way, the way he would. He wanted everything for me.