Hello, I’m an abandoned musician/entrepreneur/engineer. I have been in best colleges, best universities and companies in Turkey. I worked for Ford Motor Company for 7 years. We came here in US last year to relocate. I always had the intention to become a follower of Jesus. Social repercussions prevented me back in Turkey but first thing I ordered on Amazon was a cross necklace once we came here..

My wife didn’t mind but asked to keep it between us at that time and I agreed. When I went to visit SF Downtown, 2 ladies were smoking crack in the middle of the street and I went ahead and told them what they do is illegal. I know stupid me..

They pepper sprayed me and stole my laptop, wallet and passport. I didn’t attack them, recorded everything on video, called 911 immediately, described the issue and asked for help. Nobody came for almost 2 hours, as I ran out of battery I started walking to find a police, went to various government buildings and asked for help, I was hardly able to find a bottle of water. Finally went to a church to charge my phone and asked for help. When I was finally able to go online, I got mails from my brokerage account saying that I got liquidated, we lost $250k on that day..

My wife blamed me for everything, she left me and went back to Turkey. Told my family that I lost all of her savings, made me look like a drug addict just for trying weed (I don’t smoke anymore) and finally told them I converted to Christianity. Therefore, she is trying to divorce me now..

I met a black woman a few months ago and we fell in love. She turned out to be an alcoholic, a liar and a user (also racist). All her past relationships have been abusive, I never been in one before. She was beating me up, even broke my nose, maxed out my credit cards, blamed me for beating her up (when I never did) stole my car and got me arrested. Can you imagine the shock I was in? I have never got anything but a parking ticket in my whole life..

I have hospital reports, text and videos of everything, but because she has 2 little girls and already has trouble with CPS, I couldn’t report her. When she broke my finger and nose, I went to ER crying, not because of physical pain but still couldn’t tell them it was domestic violence, because kids don’t want to lose their mother no matter what. I left ER still crying only to come back a few hours later and filled out the form saying I tripped and fell..

Anyways, I became dependent on her (she got EBT) but she started acting like I was a street dog from that point onwards. She kept cursing me, my country, my family, my lineage and although she knew I was a Christian (we even went to church together once, I had to ask her for 3 months..) she was cursing me like I was some kind of Islamist Extremist Terrorist or something..

After an argument she asked me to lick her toes in the middle of the street, to bring me food.. I had to do it because I had no income, no working permit and no family to help me, I was alone with her being the only person helping me survive. But the more I succumbed to her, the more abusive she became.

Finally stopped fueling the car we have been living in for 6 months, got me stranded in her backyard unable to go anywhere, I wasn’t allowed to go inside the house she was staying with her friend. I finally said enough when she said I had to lick her filthy butthole and apologize if I wanted food. My dignity has never been crushed like this. I didn’t do it..

I called my mother and asked her forgiveness, describing the situation I was in and asking for help. She sent me 80 bucks (she is rich enough to send thousands easily) and said she would support me, I went ahead and left the woman I got tangled up with. Then my mother started asking me to delete posts and tweets criticizing Islam, Ottoman Empire and Recep Tayyip Erdogan, of course.. She is asking me to go back to Turkey and become a Muslim again, or stay here all alone and hungry like a parasite.

I can’t believe what the world has become, or maybe I was just very naive because trouble didn’t find me in my life before, I got no options left but to beg for your help, to be my own man.

Thanks and blessings,

Yours truly.

PS: I don’t need a lot of money to survive as I already live in my car and got used to eating plain bread. I could get by with 400~500 bucks until my court hearing in a few weeks, after which I’ll have to pay around $10k to apply for my skilled immigration citizenship process, but I am planning to raise that by offering drumming lessons afterwards. Anything you can spare is greatly appreciated, thank you very much.