I never saw myself creating a go fund me for myself. I have always been the kind of person to work for every thing I need but my body is betraying me right now. Having this cancer diagnosis (stage 4 metastatic melanoma), not being able to work no matter how hard I push myself, has pushed me to limits I never even thought about. I never saw myself here at 53 years old! I feel 80 some days with the pain limitations and infusion deficits which make me go mental some days, I just don't know what else to do. So I am going to do something that is very hard for me to do... ask for help. I have been approved for disability but that will not start till the middle of November. I have no money coming in till them

but I still have bills to pay. If you can help in any way I would greatly

appreciate. Please know that this is so hard for me to ask and only asking

for help till I can get disability and

then hopefully get back to work. Thank you. I have been humbled by this experience and hope they find a cure for cancer. No one should ever be made to feel this way.