Despite ones determination and plans for excellence you sometimes have to be sat down and look around to see the bigger picture before you can receive the bigger picture. I was doing too much, living like I was immortal, and pushing for greatness for others benefit but never taking the time to love & care for myself. Thus, the higher ups intervened and turned my life upside down and inside out. Not only did I have to see the masks others wore around me, I had to peel back the layers and remove my own mask. Self-reflection is hard but I am greatful for this tremendously painful, difficult, humbling, and triggering experience. Thank you to everyone for your support. It in no way was in vain.