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Please help me move out of my abusive home

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Trigger warning ⚠️ mentions of sexual abuse, assault, trauma, mental physical and emotional abuse. Neglect




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Hi, I am a 19 year old who lives in NY. I’ve been abused for so long and it’s been affecting me in so many ways... I’ve been sexually molested by my brother when I was a child, violently abused by my father and neglected by my mother. I was sexually abused from the ages of 3-12 and physically, mentally, and emotionally abused up until recently when I cut my father off from my life. My mom was very neglectful... probably because of the whole middle girl only child thing but it still doesn’t excuse it! After being sexually molested, I was forced to keep everything that happened to me a secret, because of the way I was sheltered, I was ignorant to the fact that I could have gotten help. I didn’t even know I needed help.... I didn’t get the help I needed until child services was involved. And although they came 3-4 times, nothing was truly resolved. I didn’t know what happened to me was bad until I was around 15, when I made my first friend, who told me everything that happened to me was wrong. Until then, I still slept in the same room with the person who molested me (thanks mom). So I decided to sleep in the living room, and even then I was shamed for it. It started on the couch, then the floor. I slept on the floor for a good few years while my older brother got to sleep in a nice bed and have a room. As someone who was abused so much, privacy would have been a god send. But it wasn’t a luxury I was lucky to have... there would be days when I was changing and my brothers and even strangers outside because of the carelessness of my brothers would see my naked body. Everything I’ve been through has truly broken me down mentally for the longest time... I’ve only told you about 1% of my life. It’s taken a while, but I’ve been able to some how begin to over come the struggles I’ve endured, and I am ready to fight back. Maybe for the last time. This is the last bit of fight I have in me. I’ve been so suicidal for the longest time but I won’t give up hope just yet.... I want to move out by the end of this month. But I don’t have the funds. I want to make a go fund me but I’m truly anxious about people knowing who I am and what my family did to me. Although they destroyed my life, I am so afraid of destroying there’s. Partially because I believe I’m not right, and I’m probably over reacting and that my experience isn’t real or valid.. I don’t know what to do.... so if you can please help me get enough money to move out, pay for a few 1-3months of rent until I’m set together,  it would help a lot. I know we are in hard times so just sharing this would be more than helpful.. thank you so much. For reading this far. It means the world knowing others care enough to actually read my cause ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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