PLEASE HELP ME LEAVE MY ABUSIVE/HOMOPHOBIC HOME

CW: Mental/Emotional Abuse, Homophobia, Suicide Hello! My name is Moukie and I'm posting this because I need your help. I came out to my mom in June 2018 after she led me to believe that she would love me no matter what when arguing with my homophobic father. Trusting my mother turned out to be a mistake. In the year and a half since then, she's consistently harassed me and done everything in her power to hurt me. She guilt-tripped me into going to Saudi Arabia with her to 'pray my gay away', and has threatened to my face to kill herself if I don't become straight. My father has threatened to kill me to my face if I don't do the same as well. I can't live like this. I can't be treated like their property anymore, theirs to own and abuse and hurt and destroy. I'm leaving to somewhere they can never find me, but I need your help in raising funds to survive once I'm there. I've already bought my ticket and am going to leave May 25th, 2020. I've paid for myself and my cat, Leo, whom I am also taking with me to start a new life away from their abuse and toxicity I grew up around. I am going to go no contact with them, and will be free to live my life as authentically me as I can be, and someday I'll be a much better father to my own children than my parents were to me. Until then, I need your help to survive. I have a way out. I just need to be able to support myself when I start over brand new in a new country. I have never moved before by myself, so this is a big step and I'm asking for all your support. I am working and doing my best to save up what I can despite the bills that stack up. Please consider donating to me so I can take myself and my beloved cat buddy Leo and live a life of freedom and happiness, where we learn what it means to be true to one's self and pursuit a good, safe life away from my abusers. Thank you.