Usually I know what to say in every event or situation . But this time I am at lost for words . How do you even begin to figure out a way to ask to bury your mom when you feel like your heart has been ripped out . Anyone who had the pleasure of meeting / knowing her know that she was the most beautiful soul. It breaks my heart that such a loving , honest ,self sacrificing person has left us . She put up a hard fight against cancer . But today her body was just too tired . I just want to give her a proper burial . So anything towards that would be truly appreciated by the whole family . I’ll come back and update this. But right now I just want to deal with this pain of losing my best friend