I am a recovering victim of domestic violence from a covert narcissist. I recently had to put a restraining order on my ex-fiancé, Alfonso R. He was holding me against my will, being verbally abusive, manipulative, and talking horribly to me. I have been trying to get away from him since last June. I was afraid he was going to hurt my family if I went into hiding. I kept giving in to his coercion, threats, manipulation, and seeing that he wasn’t with his girlfriend, which was a lie, so he was screwing over me and another female. I finally got away from him when he was holding me against my will on January 11, trying to force me to be sexual with him as well as other dangerous things he was doing. I had to secretly text somebody just to get help six hours later. I recorded 2 1/2 hours of the abuse. Alfonso was arrested and released the next morning on bail. The police gave me an emergency protective order through the judge. He tried to contact me through a third party, which was a violation that I reported. I was able to obtain a restraining order, but unfortunately, it’s not going to be enough because he tore it up. I was also contacted by a previous victim he was dating, who said he tried to attack her before and after the restraining order hearing for the final determination of how long it would be, as well as he broke the restraining order off and on. I have been having crippling anxiety, CPTSD flares, fear off and on, and not being able to sleep most nights due to being afraid he will break in and try to take me out of my home with force because he has threatened that already as well as death upon family and their significant others.

What I am asking for is help with a security system that comes with a one-year subscription so that I can have recordings if I need them as well as be alerted to any type of activity outside so I have enough time to call the police if Alfonso shows up. I have also been stressed and losing weight with a lack of appetite most of the time.

I appreciate donations, even as small as a dollar because every dollar helps. I also would love prayers and support if you’re not able to donate.

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