Hello. As many of you know, I have been battling with severe depression and suicidal thoughts. This has been a 2-year journey that has not been easy. I have been out of work since July, and now my disability funds have run out. I am in the process of getting back to work as I type this. I am in an intensive outpatient program to help deal and cope with all my issues. I am not one to ask for help, but I am really in a tough spot now. I was able to get my mortgage on a forbearance until March, but all my other bills and expenses still exist. I tried reaching out for help with my gas and electric, and they are not accepting new applications for assistance at this time. This is so embarrassing, and I would never ask for help unless it was absolutely necessary. Thank you all so much, and I wish you all a very happy holiday season from the bottom of my heart!!