Please help me escape my Toxic Environment.

I don't even know where to start with this

The short of it is I live in a very toxic environment

I live with my cousin, and at first it was fine

She even rescued me when I was homeless

But over the last year, she has been getting worse and worse

And I'm sorry to say it all started with the Covid break out

She of course started believing every conspiracy theory you could imagine

And over time it became very apparent that she is on several drugs

It started small, she will stay up for days cleaning, and by the third day, she is cleaning the same spot for hours, then she will sleep for over a day, dead to the world, absolutely nothing can wake her

This behavior extends to her driving

Now due to circumstances in my life, I don't have certain documents and one being I don't currently have a driver's license, so I rely on her to get to and from work

I have been late to work every single day for over a year and I'm lucky my managers are understanding or I would've been fired forever ago

But with us losing hours and being critically understaffed, she doesn't want to drive me anymore

Now, you're probably saying to yourself, why don't you just get an Uber or Lyft

She won't let me

You see, she gets my entire paycheck

Being nice, I have allowed her to use my card to pay bills and buy food, But she has made me pawn off many of my valuables, promising to get them out, but never did, and never apologized

She made me get a credit card to help pay a Bill, and when I asked if she paid it off, she said it was completely paid off, only for me to learn a year later, that it never had a single payment, and now it's a delinquency on my credit

And the worst one was how when I got my stimulus, which was roughly 14 thousand dollars, she used all of it to buy stuff for her house and her kids, and what did I get ..a pillow, a single pillow, and to add more salt to the wound, this was right before my birthday, and she said I could get any one thing I wanted , but when the time came, she said I couldn't and that it was all gone

And let's not forget when my mother died, she ran a GoFundMe to raise money to help me and my sister pay for cremation and living expenses, which would normally be a good thing, but right after it finished, she said her bills took it all and my mom sat in a box for a year before we got her out, and when I tried using that stimulus to buy her an urn, she refused, she's still in that box after over four years, and while I can't prove the money was taken, after everything, I think she just spent it because she could, then just made up a BS story

Now I have trouble standing up to this, due too having RSD(Rejection sensitive Dysphoria), and every time I bring something up, she threatens to make me pay rent higher than what I I actually make, saying if I can't pay it, I'm out on my ass

Now, I should probably mention my other document problems, again, due to circumstances, I don't have a birth certificate or state ID, and your saying to yourself, get them renewed, listen to this, according to the new world order we live in, if the government writes your name on a document, then they are stealing your name and soul from god, and if she learns I got any of them... I'm out, and don't get me started on the vaccine, on how she believes that it not only plants a tracker, it injects Alien parasite eggs into your body

Mix that with how she believes nearly everything online, she believes that the world is a simulation, but all clouds are fake, except the pretty ones made by God, or that raid is better at deodorizing than Lysol, or that the one time she got high and made me come with her to get pizza, only to drive to two that I already told her was closed, just for her to get mad and make me look up one that was open 6 miles away, and after barely making it cuz she was going 70 down a 35 street, she didn't want to use the GPS to get home, claiming she "knew where she was at", so we drive... The wrong way for 20 minutes, I kept telling her we were going the wrong way, but she just kept saying it didn't look right, so I turned on the GPS, we were 18 miles from home...

The entire drive back she said we went through a wormhole, that we were in a different dimension, when we got home, she immediately started questioning her family to make sure they were real

Speaking of driving, we have nearly gotten into numerous accidents, and her response each time, "it's fine, that was a ghost car"

Excuse me...WHAT?

I could go on and on about all the crap I have to deal with

And it comes to what I am asking for, I need help, I can't feasibly save up enough to move out, not at this rate, but I have found several places offering rent at what I can easily afford, the problem is having the first/last month and food until my first check in that house

So I am asking for $1300

$500 each first and last

$300 for food, some clothes and any other unexpected expenses that may arise

I know it's not easy these days, butt any and all help will go a long way

Thank you for reading, and an immense thank you to anyone who contributes