Aslam Alaikum

May Allah bless you with good health peace and happiness Ameen it breaks my heart to have to write this, but I am with no other choice. I was married at the young age of 18 what was meant to be a life of live and security became years of pain and suffering. I endured physical and emotional abuse that has left deep scars on my heart and mind. Even today I live with severe panic attacks and depression l struggle to sleep at night because the memories never leave me. They replay in my mind over and over again and I feel trapped by my past. I raised my four children on my own, often by borrowing money just to survive i sacrificed everything i had for them, believing that one day they would stand by me when I needed them most. Sadly I have been left alone. I feel abandoned with no support and nowhere to turn. I am drowning in debt. There are days I am forced to switch my phone off because people are asking for the money I owe them and they have every right to . I desperately want to repay every debt. A debt is a debt and it weighs heavily on my heart and soul. The small amount of support I receive from the government is simply not enough to cover my bills living costs and the money I owe. Many may wonder why I stayed in an abusive marriage in my early years of marriage my mental health deteriorated I began suffering from depression and panic attacks and I did not have the strength support to escape i did what I could just to survive. I am asking for help with deep humility for the sake of Allah please help me clear my debts and regain some peace in my life i make dua every day that Allah opens a door for me that he helps me clear what I owe and allows me to live without consent fear and stress i want to heal i want to feel safe. I want to be normal again. Any help, no matter how small would mean more to me than words can express may Allah reward your kindness and generosity. Ameen